Worth the Effort

I almost want to say that today's meditation was not even worth the effort I put into it. I was all over the place. Three different songs began playing in my head, all I could see was the climbing wall at school and I repeatedly played back things that people have said to me today. However, I will not believe that today's meditation was not worth the effort. It may not be a success by my standards, but it wasn't for nothing either. It is going to take me some time to truly harness my subconscious. I will just have to try again tomorrow and hope for better results.